My journey on earth

The Chestnut Tree + Artblog

Sat, 09 May 2009 08:48:30 GMT

BOO! Wassup people! I haven't been around LJ lately again but I'm still lurking around. Not to mention, I didn't really check my DA that often too XDXDXD I'm more active in my blogspot more~

Anyways~ I'm here to share a video again! haha! Not sure if you guys have watch this or not. Aiori showed me this video and I've posted it in my blogspot quite some time ago but just in case some of you didn't watch it, I'll post this video here as well~

It's a really bittersweet story but nonetheless, it's really well animated. Love the movement they have here~ Hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did!

Erh, if you remember I got an LJ Artblog, I no longer using it anymore due to I'm more active in blogspot than I am in LJ so I've move my artblog there as well so do drop by~ Its Ocha no Art! I'm shamelessly promoting it here hahaha well, I need more critics and comments so do help me out yea ;) cheers!

Just gotta post this up!

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 16:35:59 GMT

Hallo people~ long time no see~ Haven't been posting in LJ in ages~ I kinda start blogging in blogspot edi so if you still want to keep up with me, you can visit here! Hopefully everyone is fine and healthy ;) Anyways, the purpose of this post is to share this video with you guys! This is just too funny to be miss!

Enjoy the video!!! XDXDXD haha... Super random video~ GA GA GALACTIC POWER~ TRANSFORM~! XD

This is interesting! XD

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 14:02:54 GMT

Haha... It's been a while since I blog in LJ... I'm all good and fine now~ Anyways, want to post about this future meme thing that I leeched from f-list XD

Teo Elaine:

(C)The Future Photo Museum (C)Free Game FREEM Supported by Free Online Game Matome

So I become a guy who love surfing! XDXDXD whoa whoa!!!

Elaine:

(C)The Future Photo Museum (C)Free Game FREEM Supported by Free Online Game Matome

If its just Elaine, I become sleepy in future or Orz-ing somewhere... hahaha btw... is that shota or loli sleeping... O.o but it is so me anyways... sleep is me! hahahaha

Teh-O:

(C)The Future Photo Museum (C)Free Game FREEM Supported by Free Online Game Matome

Wow!! I become money!!! I wished!!! XDXDXD hehehehe

(C)The Future Photo Museum (C)Free Game FREEM Supported by Free Online Game Matome

if I type teh-o all lower-case... I become a dog.... wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDX

this is the only one i got as female and i look happy hahaha XDXDXD

(C)The Future Photo Museum (C)Free Game FREEM Supported by Free Online Game Matome

RAWR 3 + CF commercial

Thu, 18 Dec 2008 17:11:46 GMT

Here's the info/updates on the prices of the RAWR items.

ARTBOOKS INFO
RAWR 1
Cover || Preview
-A4 size, Potrait
-50 fully colored pages
Price : RM20

RAWR 2
Cover || Preview
-A4 size, Potrait
-122 fully colored pages
Price : RM35

RAWR 3
Cover || Preview
-A5 size, Potrait
-84 fully colored pages of nice original comics
Price : RM25

PACKAGES
RAWR 1 + RAWR 2 = RM50
RAWR 1 + RAWR 3 = RM40
RAWR 2 + RAWR 3 = RM55
RAWR 1 + RAWR 2 + RAWR 3 = RM75

Each packages comes with 1 free A3 print, Additional RM1 will get you a 1 free fast sketch.

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HATS

1 - Otosan from Azumangah Daioh
2 - Okami from Okami
3 - Katamari face from Katamari Damarcy
4 - Domo-kun from NHK mascot
5 & 6 - Poring from Ragnarok Online

1 hat = RM45

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BADGES

Starting from top left:
-Domo-kun (NHK), Chocobo (Final Fantasy)
-Red Taiko, Blue Taiko (Taiko no Tatsujin)
-Putin, Kirenenko (Usavich)
-Rabbid Dahhh, Rabbid Stone (Rayman Raving Rabbids)

1 Badge = RM5

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PRINTS
Will be selling some A3 and A4 prints.

A3 prints = RM7
A4 prints = RM5

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Our Booth is located here:

Hope to see you all there! Please do come by our booth and support us! Much appreciation! Thanks~!

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Just to inform everyone that this year RAWR will be selling book 3 Comic Fiesta 2008 after 1 year of hiatus! Here are the following details on the event if you've not heard of it:

Date : 20th - 21st December 2008
Time : 11.00 AM - 7.00PM
Venue : Sunway Pyramid Convention Hall

For more info please visit Comic Fiesta Website for more info. And here is the first CF commercial:

Cheers! XD

Stitch!

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 16:28:09 GMT

Whoa... Today I got surprise! O.o Look at what I got today...

I got a new dog and its a Alsation or do you call it German Shepherd? His name is Stitch (not sure if I spelled correctly and where is Lilo? XD) My mom called me and tell me our home got a new dog this evening. Wow! I was so surprise. It's my aunt's friend's dog and its almost 1 years old or half a year... I was hoping for a puppy though lol so I can carry him in my palm XD haha... My friend says this dog immunity is quite low so have to really take care but also a very loyal dog. Dogs are always loyal anyways.. at least more loyal than cat... haha..

Well this dog looks like Fifi since Fifi is half Alsation and Spaniel anyways. Fifi have the look of a Alsation but the size of a spaniel... lol Now when I look at Stitch, I miss Fifi... because he looks like Fifi. Fifi used to have ears like that but cause his ears was infected so the ears was forever bend. Regreted not sending him to the vet earlier but thats all in the past and he is no longer here. Stitch! I'll do my best to spend time with you! >A< I'll post another dog pic for you guys:

Nerv's friends dog... It was chubbier back then and it has difficulty in walking... When you call him to come to you last time, he walk few steps then stop then walk few steps and stop to catch breath... hahah but now it can walk a lot of steps jor just that he is a bit slow la... hahaha but damn cute! I like molesting his fur XD

Ima falling~ falling~

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 11:58:13 GMT

Your result for What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test...

Simple, Progressive, and Sensual

1 Ukiyo-e, -3 Islamic, -10 Impressionist, -4 Cubist, -8 Abstract and -1 Renaissance!

Ukiyo-e (浮世絵, Ukiyo-e), "pictures of the floating world", is a genre of Japaneseand paintings produced between the 17th and the 20th centuries. it mostly featured landscapes, historic tales, theatre, and pleasure. Ukiyo is a rather impetuous urban culture that has bloomed in popularity. Although the Japanese were more strict and had many prohibitions it did not affect the rising merchant class and therefore became a floating art form that did not bind itself to the normal ideals of society.

People that chose Ukiyo-e art tend to be more simplistic yet elegant. They don't care much about new style but are comfortable in creating their own. They like the idea of living for the moment and enjoy giving and receiving pleasure. They may be more agreeable than other people and do not like to argue. They do not mind following traditions but are not afraid to move forward to experience other ideas in life. They tend to enjoy nature and the outdoors. They do not mind being more adventurous in their sexual experiences. They enjoy being popular and like being noticed. They have their own unique style of dress and of presenting themselves. They may also tend to be more business oriented or at the very least interested in money making adventures. They might make good entrepreneurs. They are progressive and adaptable.

Take What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test at HelloQuizzy

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#808080

Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Dunno if it's true or not but I know i react differently depending wat situation is that..

Wheee... Don't really know what to update about but I guess I shall share a song that I'm currently addicted to...

It's jazzy and the voice is like Orange Pekoe or BIRD : Youmou to Ohana - Falling

I love the chorus... XD hahaha.. Not sure if any of you will like it though but I'm so addicted to it thanks to Gi who send me this song... haha XD The song is so peaceful! Hope you guys like it! wheeeee!

So it happens...

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:30:52 GMT

I've been wanting to post about it for quite some time already but have been busy, tired and a bit in denial. Well, my dog, Fifi, had pass away a month ago.

It was on Monday, 22nd September 2008, I came back from college around 4-5 pm, the kids that my aunt babysits keep shouting that my dog died at the door. I scolded them for crapping outside the house while walking towards the gate and I thought I see my dog still breathing but when I get closer, I feel something's not right... My dog's position was wrong and I realize he is not moving or breathing at all... That time I feel very very shock then I see my mom come out with a big plastic bag, saying that "I think Fifi is dead."

When the confirmation was done, I was totally speechless, in denial and shock. My dog had just pass away. During class, our lecturer was talking about how fragile our life is because we can go anytime. Lecturer was telling stories of how some of our previous seniors just pass away either in accident or disease. I feel so irony because the moment I reach home after that class, my dog pass away. My mom don't know what time my dog pass away... He might be suffering or struggling from around 1-4pm onwards because no one was downstairs or notices any noises. They only found out my dog died when one of the kid reach home and told my aunt that he think Fifi is dead.

I regretted that morning because I didn't see my dog properly before going off to college and only come home see him dead. I totally didn't aspect that. My brain keep thinking about how he died, how was he feeling before he goes off... alot of things. I knew it will come soon cause he was quite weak since this early year. His legs was weak and couldn't stand or walk properly. Even when he want to poo, he fell on the ground coz too weak. Doctor say he got stroke or high preassure but I just couldn't accept it... It was sudden... I thought he could at least stay strong till end of the year. I was holding back my tears because my friend drop by my house to borrow use the scanner and the moment my friend left, I burst out into tears in my room. My cousin also, when she found out about it, she lock herself in the room and cry. We're both sensitive and emotional.

During that week, it was really depressing, I cried almost every night. When open gate that time, keep thinking Fifi will run out so faster close gate but then realize he is not there anymore. At night, I always thought I hear his barkings but its not his and it was my neighbour's dogs. Until today, every time walk outside my house to the gate, I keep thinking he is there but he is not there anymore. He is gone. I should let this off my chest and move on. At least he don't have to suffer anymore. I hope he is at a better place. I have him for 10 years and I guess for a dog he is about 76+ years old? I really love you. When I got him that time I was very happy because I've always wanted a pet. I played with him everyday. But as I grow up... Gotten busy and didn't spend much time with him. Dear Fifi, will always remember you. May you rest in peace.

So...

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 18:57:45 GMT

...like, I feel like updating something but I dunno what to update. I think I got a lot to say but I can't put them in words... Orz... Anyhow, I feel very empty lately... It's like I'm a black void or a black hole... nothing in me but pitch black. I'm lost in what I want and just don't find myself interested in a lot of thing except Wall-E lmao! Wall-E is so adorable XD

I don't put effort in doing things. I'm a serious Malaysian... Slumber till the end of the world. Haha, even my confidence is swimming in the river but it will never reach the sea because it refuse to or I'm just blocking it from meeting the big gigantic ocean.

Louis Armstrong - La En Vie Rose is stuck in my head because I love Wall-E so much. I really do. Wall-E~~~ Evvvvveee-Aaaaa XDDD

You know, I never really have this feeling before but I suddenly have the urge to go overseas and see the world. I need a break from Malaysia. Maybe once I go to a different culture, I might change. Hopefully for the better too. Yosh, last 2 terms of my college life. Gotta work hard. Fighto nee...

Ponyo ponyo~

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 14:31:16 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO gerai_neon and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO mitchy_san!!!!

The purpose of this blog is to spread the love of studio ghibli's new movie which was release in 19th July! This movie is already out in japan... for it to come to malaysia like usual... maybe next year... DX

The movie is titled "Ponyo on the Cliff"!! PONYO IS SO DAMN FREAKING CUTE!! THE WAY SHE SWIM! THE WAY SHE TALK! THE WAY SHE RUN! UWAHHZ!! ~~THISISGOLDFISHCON!!NEWLEVELOFLOLICON~~ D8!!! ahhh this movie is so damn cute! I want to watch!!! ahhhh... I will blog more when I get the time! watch the trailer!! KYAAAA and... CONGRATZ ON THE TEAM IN CHARGE OF AVATAR! U'VE FINISH ANIMATING THE SERIES! BRAVO!!! though I was hoping for something more but the ending not so bad I guess... just feels not enough to conclude the story... oh well! XD but its damn epic! XDDDD

mov

It is those one of the blue moon again...

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 21:29:52 GMT

Its already 5 something in the morning and I tried to sleep but I couldn't plus with all the snoring from my parents I couldn't relax myself to bed. A lot of things in my mind. My brain is very active but I'm mentally very tired. There's a lot of things I want to do and when this many things jumble up together, I end up not doing anything coz of no mood and stress. I got a bad habit that when I'm stress, I end up being lazy and ignore things until the very last minute believing that, "I'll manage it tmr." I have too many "tmrs" and end up frustrating myself. Bad habit is hard to change. I'm still trying to change but I know that my determination and will is not really that strong. I'm too used to slumber-ness and I let this slumber-ness take over me most of the time. It is getting hard to motivate myself. I find myself getting less genki-er than usual.

p/s: I'm not emo-ing or depress, just mentally very tired... My mom going to pipiak me if I don't sleep anytime soon... gahh!

Zomg!!!!

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 16:46:46 GMT

Well... is not something amazing but... I'M STILL IN COLLEGE!!! oAO!!!!! Just recording this down in my lj coz this is the first time I stayed in college till so late! is almost 1 am edi!! XDDDDD hahahahah I forsee the future!!! @__@! yaha!!! week of hell! orz! gotta work! ganbatte minna-san!!! XD

Driving day... lol

Sun, 25 May 2008 17:34:03 GMT

Yesterday was super tiring cause I watch 2 movies on the same day plus I slept for only 4 hours the day before... Watch Indiana Jones at 11.20am and Speed Racer at 6.15pm. Indiana Jones was great! Love the jokes in the show! haha Classic movie! X3 Those who came for the movie were me, Shinichi, Pipu, Ashley, Nerv, Kelvin, Hotaru, Nelly and Yao Feng. For the first time my cousin watch movie with me and my friends XD Sadly Carson and Ming Guan couldn't make it for the movie... You guys must watch it!! After the movie we went to eat lunch at Zanmai (Nelly and Yao Feng didn't join us)... Ahh~ I miss the food there so much; Toro sushi!!! <3<3<3 haha Kelvin belanja us the eat lunch!

Thanks Kelvin! XDDD When we're done with our lunch we head to Nerv's house for freelance critic. Carson, Ming Guan and Jose join us there... After the critic, everyone went home except me, Hotaru and Kelvin who still lingers in Nerv's house for a while...Later on Hotaru drop me, Nerv and Kelvin in Pyramid for Speed Racer while she heads home to prepare her stuff for her trip to Shanghai! Have fun over there!

Speed Racer was awesome!!! It's so colorful and its so OLD SCHOOL!!! XDDDD very stylize in my opinion... Love the cars cause the tricks were awesome! Though I nearly doze off a lot of time in the beginning of the movie (lotsa talking involve and I was very sleepy...) but soon after I'm awake throughout the movie... haha The whole show damn cute!! XD hehe Chim Chim!!! After the movie we head for dinner then we head home.
It was tiring indeed yet it's fun! ^__^

Today I woke at 2 something in the afternoon... lol... Eat my lunch while surfing net a bit then Ai Rene ask me if I want to yamcha... haha suddenly it strikes me that today I wanna try drive my fathers car and yes, my father let me drive! X3 so I agree then went to fetch her and drop by Atifi's house. After Atifi's done with her meeting, we head to KTZ in SS2 and eat HoneyDew Sago! It was heaven when the weather is so hot... lol XD well, after that I drop both of them home and head back home cause family needs the car.

Ate my dinner and then Nerv came to pick me up for Dota.. Well today's game was sad DX I play so badly but oh well, shall not emo over games eh? =) hehehe... BMJ let me drive his car back home though and I can still drive manual! yea! I reach 4th and 5th gear for the second time in my life! whee! *get slap* but I think I drive too scary... Sorry to the guys who feels my driving... haha... I shall warm up somemore with manual cars! osu!!

Lately I feel my hands shakes a lot although I think I have enough sleep but don't know why my hand shakes so badly... X__X;;; I need to relax a bit... ahhh... Haven't been feeling 100% genki... Feel my art sense is degrading so badly... yea.. I should be more confidence with my self though... I have a horrible low self-esteem which leads to why I always apologize although it's getting on people's nerve... I feel lotsa shits that I can't forsee is happening lately but I am trying not to be too sensitive because if being over sensitive means more shits drop on you... haha... Anyways... enough with shits... I shall chill a bit and then go off to bed...

p/s : I find myself really bad in conversations... I can't seems to start conversations lately... I talk then stopped. Dunno what to say and feeling lost. Is it boring if I can't start conversations? even if someone is talking something, I dunno how to reply them.. I'm quiet when there's no teasings going around... I'm only good in teasing people with my weird imaginations... normal topics I'm bad... gahh! here I go with my low self-esteem.. I seem to mind a lot about how my well being affects others... sigh... *slaps self and stabs self* orz...

Yea...

Thu, 08 May 2008 14:45:05 GMT

Finally I got the mood to update about the Happy New Year trip to Penang last year XD I can't exactly remember what happen but I'll try to remember and post some pics! =)

It started with me, Nerv, Carson and Kelvin waiting for the bus to Penang at the Pudu Bus Station... The Bus was suppose to move at 9.30-10.00 pm like that but the bus got delayed and end up moving at 10.30pm +... The journey to Penang was restless cause the bus stop for 3-4 times... If it hadn't stop, we would have reach penang around 2-3am... All of us reach Penang at 4-5 am like that then we all took a taxi to Nerv's house. Reach there, we took a quick shower and all went to bed.

We woke around 8-10 am in the morning and wait for Nelly to come and pick us up from Nerv's place. Yes! Nelly became our driver!!! XD When Nerv saw the car in pink he shouted, "I don't want to drive that car!!" lol... It was funny... XD Nelly's driving was fine anyways... I can't really remember what we did on the first day in Penang but I guess we drove around Penang to find food and eat... We went to Nelly's house and finally meet his legendary pet; Prince and Perly! Both also adorable doggies! =3 I don't have pics of Prince but I got a pic of Perly! Here she is :

Apparently she was a lost dog... (I can't remember if its a she or he but I think is a she...) Perly is so cute! It will automatically run to you, sit down and then wave its tail; waiting for you to pat on her head! ahh! So cute! We didn't do much on the first day in Penang since everyone was still tired from the previous nights.. Didn't get enough rest... XD so everyone head home just that this time Carson overnight at Nelly's place till the day we going back KL. Before we sleep, Nerv let me listen to the portal songs from his mp3 player and then end up listening to almost all the songs in the player... I couldn't recognize some of the songs that I give him! Joe Hisaishi's songs... To be honest, I haven't fully listen to his albums... XD hahaha then enjoy teasing Kelvin as well~ haha After that everyone go to bed and waited till the next morning.

Woke up with Nelly and Carson waiting outside the house. We lepak at Nerv's house, looking at the photos taken by Nerv's father from China and looking through the beautiful sceneries of China from a photography books. It was indeed beautiful! haha... Since we couldn't figure where to go after that, we end up go to Nerv's grandparent's place first and find some place to eat around there.

Some Random pic but I kinda like this piece cause of the colors X3

Reminded me of some Japanese Shrine or Fatal Frame just cause its a rope.. LOL! XD

An Old Clock hanging on the households of the Lim family! haha... XD *gets slap by Nerv*

Inside the house... Sorry to intrude! @w@

Before we left, we found a caterpillar on the grounds! It's pretty but its geli also! X_X

I find this picture pretty, makes u miss the older days somehow...

After this we went to the Waterfall Gardens. Due to the Kepong FRIM experience with leech bite me twice, I got paranoid with forest already... I hate wormly looking things.. give me goosebumps.. Orz... Nevertheless I still love nature XD I am seriously weird, I hate bugs and slimey looking things but I love forest also... Forest is their habitat yet... gahh! bugs! X_X Here's some pics!

Koleksi Pinus!!!! XDDD

I think Nerv and Nelly just so.... happy? XD

It must be Carson's Godly aura; the pic look so holy! XD *both of them look at the same direction... hmmmm*

This place seriously look like Fatal Frame; Anyone wants Fatal Frame Photoshoot can just come here! o.o

After this place, we kinda chilled at Nelly's place again cause Nelly's parents needs the car for a while... We chill there till Sizer gets home. Next stop was Sizer's house and Nelly's sister; Atria join us!! We play Wii!!! XD haha We were playing Raving Rabbids and we end up need 2 person to cooperate to finish one mini game which is close the toilet doors!! hahaha! Every time almost win that time and then lose everyone goes AHHH! so united! *touched* X3

Nerv and Kelvin Cooperating to win that round of Raving Rabbids!

The viewers hoping to see Nerv and Kelvin pass the round in the mini game! XD

After playing in Sizer's house, we went out to meet up with Raz and Jin. We head to Maid Cafe to eat... The cafe was ok. Maybe I was hoping for more but I guess it's fine since it's still new. Let's hope it improve yea! Just that the food is quite expensive...

This is how the cafe looks like~

Trying to catch a picture of the maid! I feel like a stalker that time DX

The clearest picture I can take of her! lol! and yes, that's Raz! XD

Because I think that when you're in Penang, you're suppose to eat hawker food so I waited till they're done with the food then we head off to Gurney Drive to have our second round dinner! XD ASSAM LAKSA! FRIED OYSTER! YUM YUM! MY BELOVED PENANG FOOD! X3 *love love* XD Was indulging myself with food so didn't take pics of it. After that we went to the side of Gurney drive with the sea breeze and humans~ I bought the gun that blows bubbles! Had fun playing it! Feels young again! XD

Shooting bubbles to the camera!

Taken by Nelly, Love this picture alot! Feel the bubbles motion! Zoom Zoom!

After this, Nelly, Carson and Atria went back while the remaining; Raz, Jin, Kelvin, Nerv and me went to yamcha one last time before heading home! XD Sizer suppose to join us but she was busy and watching some movie I think.. So many yamchas! ahh! Missing Penang food already X_X

The next day was a rather normal day. We went to eat breakfast with Nerv's father coming along this time. We ate dim sum and the Tea was really great! Carson love the Tea so much! XD haha but no denying that the Tea was really good! Of course the dim sum also! X3 hahaha... After the dim sum, we went back to Nerv's house then we went out again... We went to the sea this time.. enjoy the breeze for real... I play with bubble gun I bought the other nite...

An empty crab shell! it is pretty although its dead...

Because few days ago was Tsunami Victims Memorial so there were flowers near the sea...

Another pic of the flower, feels rather sad though, may they rest in piece, those who had departed from our world.

Beach Lovers~ XP

Another one! XD

Mr. Lim Chin Hwa~ Smilling so happy! XD

The Wind was so strong that it blows the bubbles~

We left when it's almost time for people to come out celebrate New Year Eve. Since we know that Gurney Drive is gonna be pack since its New Year Eve, we end up buying a lot of DVDs back to Nerv house to watch earlier on. Nelly couldn't join us later on cause he had plans with his sister. Since we'll be going home the next day and worry that Nelly couldn't pick us up in time to the bus station so Carson went and overnight at Nerv's house! haha... Well... We ate dinner then came back; we watch Stardust! It was a nice movie and I laugh so much at the extras and the making... Damn gay! XD After Stardust we watch Chuck and Larry! The whole show damn Gay!! yes! When its New Year edi, we were still watching Chuck and Larry! haha! Very gay New Year I must say! Got a call from Terence and co from KL! XD They were having fun also! haha! We had some Sparkling juice for New Year as usual! XD

Cheers for a better year! Happy 2008!

After that, we went to bed and we head home the next day! Got myself up... Was so lazy to wake up! notti notti me! XP

Bye bye Penang! I'll come visit you again~

Phew... finally update about the trip... Took me like 4 months + later to update about it... XD I've been really lazy... Anyways... today is like my normal days... have been sleeping so late and wake up so late as well... 2.30am~2.30pm~ XDDD everyday 12 hours of sleep... so unhealthy! XD I teman Atifi to Cheras and came back. I was so shock that I thought I saw Aiori there but well is not her... Just someone who looks so much like her!! DX I could say she can be Ai-chan's twin! haha... XD Wheeeee~~~~~~~~ Ai-chan~ Faster come back from UK!! DX

College is starting next week! Iyada!! *mengadas and in denial mode* time flies T__T I've been having weird dreams lately... been dreaming that people leaving me and monster attacking my town with me and my family struggling to survive... So weird... Few days in a row... Orz... What's my brain thinking! X__X haha kla... That's all folks! Tata!

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 07:28:11 GMT

Got tagged by gerai_neon and ahpai

List out 5 presents you want:
1) A new piano
2) A car so I don't have to trouble people fetching me here and there...
3) My own room...
4) An External Hardrive
5) Traveling around with family and friends (preferably overseas XD)

This are what I want but it's hard to get except a few.. I just need to start working... sobs...

The person who tagged you:
Neon : My ~~slave~~ gakusei.. I realize its been a long time since I call her that... lol.. been calling her real name now XD;
AhPai : well... When's there's a tea, I'm sure there's a nice pie to enjoy with... 8DDDD
both of this girls are my high school friends and they're my close friends! Da Gang power!!! XD

First 5 impressions of them:
Neon :
1) I always thought she is kinda serious until I get to know her.. she's really cute!!! little girl ahhh! XD
2) Low of confidents (I think a lot of people are like that... +_+;;;)
3) Someone who love biel/yaoi totally! recently playing some hardcore............games? XD
4) Would love to spread the biel/yaoi virus around! Still haven't gotten to me yet >DDDDD hehehehehe
5) She is someone who really cares for her friends, whenever I'm down she will call me, I'm so happy that you're willing to hear me out my dear friends... love you! :)

Ah Pai :
1) One of the smartest people I meet because she taking medical course!! DDDDX!!! Those maths, chemistry, physics, science! so not my brain connection!! Orz....
2) I think she is consider one of the most sane people among our group of friends because usually its me and neon that irritates her!! XDDDD its so fun! but she can go gila also la when I indulge her... Tea and pie.... hmmmm >D
3) Someone who love to read... this goes same with Neon too XD this 2 are hardcore readers...
4) I think she is getting more aunty!!! *RUNS* XDDD
5) hohoho... can say she is otaku! XDDD she is quite talented... if she can pursue arts instead of science... I think she will excel in it too... >< she didnt do arts but she still draw pretty!! ahh ahpai! I love ur strokes and handwritting!

The most memorable things they have done to/given you:
Neon & AhPai with me : I can't really remember since its been so long... but I think the best time was still in high school where we write some random stories with our nicks on the book! XDDD it was so random!!! then we like to write about Tania and Matthew...
Neon & AhPai gave me : They give me lotsa insane high school life! XDDDD hahahah As I've said, Neon always cares for her friends and I really indept to her kindness.. As for ahpai.. I think is more of what I give her since I like to kacau her too! XDDD She give me inspirations! Pie and tea~~ XDDD

If she becomes your lover, you two would probably:
hmm... Are you calling for threesome! 8DDDDDDDD *gets smack by ahpai* but I can see neon grinning now!!! O___o;;;

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be because:
Erh... I think I being too aunty that everyone drift away... you know how aunty is so amazing with the kepochiness... its scary... scarier than life broadcast... O_o;;;

5 people you're tagging:
1. sizerazrael
2. kitmun
3. kira_neko
4. yinghua
5. bunnychan86

Who's number 3 having a relationship with:
Hmm... her bf, Eric :)

Who's number 5 having a relationship with:
dunno... but she love cute things 8D

If number 2 and 3 got together, would it be a good thing?
erhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I think it would be good... I dunno, this kinda things is up to them! *blush*

What about number 4 and 5?
whoa... lol I really dunno! Number 4 got darling edi XD;;;

What's number 3 studying?
She is still studying sewing/fashion if I'm not mistaken but she have been doing freelance jobs... O.o

When's the last time you chatted with number 5?
whoa... I can't remember... I rarely chat with her... if face to face... I think it was SUPER WAY LONG AGO like last year...???? O_o;;; is it? if online... maybe during the time in irc like... I can't remember.. Orz...

Does number 4 work?
Still studying but graduating soon. Work internship before @@

Would you be with number 1?
I'm kinda like with her edi.. ~~I'm her slave...~~ @.@

How about number 5?
oh yeaa!! XD I think she enjoys tea!! @w@!!!

Does number 2 have any other siblings?
Yea! she does... I think 1 elder sister and 1 younger brother... @@

How did you get to know number 2 and 4?
I know number 2 through number 4 actually...I know number 4 in high school and then number 4 brought me to the Cosplay and Comic community in M'sia... where I met number 2 eventually! 8D Really miss those time!

Where does number 1 live at?
She's currently in Penang... Penang kaki! 8D

Is number 3 the sexiest person alive?
haha... when she wore the dress she sew herself to our friend's wedding! she was so hot!!! DDDDD8 Really love the dress!!!

My Personality


Neuroticism	71
Extraversion	34
Openness to Experience	43
Agreeableness	41
Conscientiousness	5

You are not generally self conscious about yourself, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you do not particularly like helping other people. Requests for help feel like an imposition on your time. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life.

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The best Buying Pet Gifts.

lol.. I think the personality test is half inaccurate but yada yada~~ 8D Anyhow... I nearly thought I failed for Tammie's modeling class because I was ask to go for her extra classes next week... Well.. hopefully that I will pass this term... A bit worry about me failing... XD kinda remember kitsunei entry about how we do things coz we want to fail... hmmm...

Thinking of updating my color_lounge but always forget... +___+ I wanna finish up some wip works first... Feel so degraded when I draw on paper. Too much computer work edi until I don't really know how to handle pencil properly... I really miss life drawing, still life drawing... all the sketching classes... T___T ahhh sobs! Should organize my own version of life drawing XD hahaha anyhow... Not much time is left... hmmm rawrrr...

Yawns...

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 16:04:40 GMT

Finally finish Jason's box animation Orz... did it in 3-4 days XDDDDD I did it really slowly wheee~ I pretty much don't care if this animation have no meaning or is pointless or illogical but the heck, this assignment no marks and its a holiday assignment with a deadline which is tmr orz...Anyways here's the link to view my animation (view at owned risk XD) :

Box Animation 2 - Awww

Tmr doing a part time job in MidValley. Some job fair thingy, will work there for 3 days from 10am-8pm. Today went there for the job briefing and end up went to MV 2 hours earlier! O.o Nvm! I played Taiko 10 after for God knows how long... maybe almost half a year? O.o I totally rusted in the game Orz... But it was fun... Make me miss the good old times where I always go down there to play with the old CF forumers... mainly gan_sakura! XD hahaha He is like so Godly! I really like seeing him play... his hands move so fast and one hand can do triple hit on the drum so fast so furious! I want that stamina! XD We should all go play again when everyone is free... ahhh

I'm feeling very tired right now but I want to play a bit of FF8 before going to bed hehehe... I replaying that game! hohoho! RPG FTW! XD kekekekeke Although not many ppl like FF8 but I still love it coz I love the music and the environments in the game... feels so GODLY! Mainly is just coz that game was my first RPG on PlayStation and first time see the graphics I was like so amaze! now look back at the graphics I feel... LOL XD But I still can't model a character as nice as FF8 orz... hehe... FF9 was great too! A lot of game now neglect gameplay and story edi.. focus too much on graphics! kyaa! Old fashion/style ish the best! XD

p/s : Thanks to kitmun for uploading the songs... Those songs were lovely XD Kaito was GREATTTT!!! HOHOHOH XDDD I love his ChillyDitty of February! XD interesting and nice! *hug hug her twin twin* arigatou ne! ;)

Yea... Another post O_o

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 19:20:38 GMT

Yea.. I know I've been posting stuff up and yea.. I wanna share this video out that teasonsky show me! it is total awesomeness!! its fanmade and its Final Fantasy heroines vs Dead of Alive heroines! The one who made this is crazy.. I think he remodeled the characters O.o you must really watch this although damn long.. 15 minutes+! here's the video:

Sharing music again! @@

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 17:20:19 GMT

hahaha I wanna share this love out with everyone~ here is the music! Those who love capsule-ish songs shud try this song! its so cute! >w< Here it is! :) Enjoy it!!!

Fantastic Plastic Machine - Different Colors

And this music is use for this short ad animation for LV product! you must watch it! its here in youtube! :

Earth Hour

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 09:07:12 GMT

Today is Earth hour Day... So off all your lights/applicance for 1 hour today from 8pm-9pm! This is to create awareness for the changes of climate weathers and save powers.

For more info pls refer to NST news or Wikipedia

For the love of nature :)

memememememememememememe

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:28:36 GMT

Got Tagged by kitmun

List 10 fictional characters you wouldn't kick out of bed(in no particular order) and tag five people to do the same.

1. Tidus from FFX!
I still love him to bits because I love his eye and his smile and his crybaby ness!! XDDDDD

2. Sakaki from Azumangah Daioh!
yea... I really love this character... I know I'm a bit late to like read about azumangah daioh but but she is so ADORABLEEE KYAAA!! SAKAKI!! XD I think I'm another Kaorin XD

3. Sora from Kingdom Hearts!
ahhh~ my little sora~~ his cheerfulness~ his cuteness! gaaahh! I'm such a shotakon +_+

4. Zidane from FFIX!
hahaha!! another cheerful dude!!! hahaha Really love him! XD I wanna pull his tail!!! XDDD *pull pull*

5. Howl from Howl's Moving Castle!
oh yay... Apparently if you read the story book more you can realize how crazy is he! hahaha he cares for his appearance a lot XDD hahahaha but becoz hayao make him such a cutie... *go fangirls* DX

6. Kaname from Vampire Knights!
AHH U MAY BITE MY NECK!! DX I love j00 Kaname-senpai!! *rolls*

7. Tamaki from Ouran!
He is too amusing for me to kick out of bed! hahahaha he is such a lovable boy! well at times u find him annoying but then again! he cares for people around him alot~~ he is always smiling! I don't see him emo much but I think I'll slowly see him emo soon in ouran latest chapters ><

8. Jacques from Suikoden III!
I have hearts for characters that have beautiful and captivating eye! Jacques got the eye that really send an arrow to my heart lol!

9. Musashi from Musashiden II!
ahhh I want a hero that carries me everywhere XD hahaha but I hate his english voice actor... grrrrr

10. Tristan from Stardust!
he is a dork! so blur and slow in the beginning but later he become so bergaya DX and he is loyal! kyaaaa ><

And now I tag teasonsky yinghua gerai_neon bergaya_haru shinigami_yumi (one more ppl lol! ahpai and to YOU who have not do this meme yet!)

random : 10 characters is really hard to think... lol... I want to put Moogle/Chocobo from Square-Enix lol! To have chocobo on my bed I think it will just kweh kweh and poke my head with its beak! O_O moogle is such a nice and cute plushie to hug! LOL XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

random 2 : yesterday went to KLCC... I went to the art exhibition name "Matahati". I feel very disturb in the gallery... I find it creepy for me and it scares me somehow.. well matahati kinda means humanity... I feel the pain and insanity in the gallery.. everywhere its dark.. +_+ ahhh

random 3 : I am....Teh-O! XD and I'm not a drink... really @_@

I MUST SHARE THIS LOVE!

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 16:28:20 GMT

YES!!! AFTER FOR SO LONG!! FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON THIS SONG THAT I'VE MISS FOR SO FREAKING LONG TIME AGO SINCE MY BRO REFORMATED THE COMP AND FORGOT TO BACKUP MY FILES!!! *___________*

I PRESENT TO YOU :
Sennen No Inori by Himekami!

The performer are the group that did Suikoden III opening song; Transending Love! Not sure if you guys have this song but I still want to share it out! Thanks to Joseph Modeling Reel I get to listen to this song again TwT Love this song to bits! I'm a sucker for tribal/epic song!!! rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr NOW GO LISTEN TO IT!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*gets slap*

p/s: BLACK MAGE 3 GOT THE EXTREME TRACK!!! OMG!! THE LOVE!! MY FAVOURITE TRACK IN FF8!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE MOENESSSSSSSSS CAN YOU FEEL ITTTTTTT XDDDDDDDDDDD

p/s2: if any of you all got some other Himekami songs pls share with me as you can see, I only have Suikoden 3 opening and this song only >_< much appreciation for sharing!

I got the sudden urge to post this

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 12:14:31 GMT

I just feel like telling you guys in my f-list that I love you all and at the same time ask for forgiveness if I've ever did something that annoy you or make u feel horrible, pls forgive me. Would like to say my thanks to you guys for being tolerant to my childish acts also. At every second, minutes or hours in the time anything can possibly happen so spread the love for you know you really really love them. "I love you, Thank you, I'm sorry" is a really magical word that can cheer the days of ur beloved friends and families.

Song dedicated to you all:

>_

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:41:31 GMT

Thanks for all ur replies in the previous journals >< was just down +_+ you know when you're down, nothing good comes to ur head till u get back up again... ^_^ I will catch up with the rest! thanks again! and really really lotsa love from me! *hug and kisses* and forgive me if lately I've been posting emo stuff +_+ I will try to post more happy things from now on! Emo is such a pain in the ass XD;;; hahaha anyways... got this from teasonsky, thought I should share it with the rest!

hahaha! Hideo Kojima! you're so amusing!! XD

People comes, people goes...

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:25:30 GMT

As of my title, people comes and people goes... I'm quite sensitive lately... I mean since when I'm not sensitive lol! Becoz of sensitiveness I get my bloody emotions so mess up also which resulted in getting emo lol... but thanks to some GACC report in the f-list, I got cheer up again XD though I can't help it but to feel kinda jealous and envious also lol coz I didnt get Morita-san; my beloved Tidus signature T_T why must I overslept orz... my fangirlism is still not strong enough DX;;;

Anyways... everytime I realize my distance btw my old friends and new friends gets bigger I feel really sad and dissapointed in myself because I never get myself to catch up with everyone till I dun really know what have they been doing or what have been happening around... haha I do feel left out some time but I try to catch up and in the end I still can't catch up... LOL! XD

I didn't really enjoy myself in GACC because I lost my mood during the event. The event was great and it is my fault for not getting myself involve in the happenings... If you want to have fun you gotta make urself entertain and join the rest but I kinda lose it... the main reason I lose my mood was cause of the 4coma... during the competition I was so stress... coz I can't think of any story to draw T^T ya... so I was really disappointed and mad about myself for not being able keep my cool during the 4coma.. basically just emo about how bad is my story telling which resulted me in wasting my time also XD;;; even for assignments... figuring out story was always the one that stress me out the most... +_+ but Morita is so cute... at least his smile cheers me up XD although i don't remember myself seeing him so up close front +_+ I only see him from afar coz everyone is taller than me and its too crowded the place lol XD;;;

My friend Star is going off to China to work for 6 months I think. He did come to Melaka also but I was not happy about certain things he didn't considerate during our first night staying in Irwhan's house with the rest of the ppl including Nerv, BMJ, Barry and Star's gf... Is just a small matter anyway so I malas wanna say about it XD; Just dissapointed a bit lolz but oh well~ all that is bad shud be forgotten and we shud move on to have a better day so I shall try not to keep thinking about that bad stuff orz...

I think that's all for now. I need to get use to it since there's always people that comes and also people that leave. Life is just like that ain't it? XD So make your own flow XD

p.s: sorry if I offended anyone ya... I just need to let it off my chest orz....

I want to mengada about...

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 19:50:12 GMT

CG-ing a character is already killing me and now CG background +_+ ahhhh~~ perspective~~~ depth of field~~~ composition~~~ all also my weakest point~~~ ahhh~~~~~~ *dies*!!!!

I shall now go to bed before I go more gila DX Dah Gila kau kau... lol TwT;;; holiday faster come~~~

Aunty Teh-O Whining XD

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:51:42 GMT

Yo people... I know it's late but Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Belated Valentines. My life have been going fine exclude the ups and downs of my emotions lol.. I'm happy at times and also emo in time as well but I know I am still alive at least so I should be grateful. Dunno what to update about... Before this I wanted to update about my trip to Penang last year for New Year and my 2008 CNY but I gotten lazy =w= Lately I feel so empty and no mood to do any assignments... Haiz... Sometimes I think if I choose the right course lolz but what the heck! just go on with it nay?? XD Just hope I pass this term and the subjects I worry the most now is 3D animation basics and 3D Advanced Modeling because I'm really bad at it. :(

You know... Everyone says I'm blur but seriously, am I really that blur? I try no to be blur so much and try to understand things but sometimes I just can't X( I get sad when people say I'm so blur... Lately I've gotten more sensitive which is so not good for my unstable emotions that goes up and down. Such a thrilled ride lol. I hoping to get out of college and work and get some money soon >< but working world is another whole new responsibilities. Life is short so I gotta cherish every moment. Trying to control my bad emotion swings >< waaaaa! Teh-O! What had happen to your cheeriness! T^T sob sob

Anyways, I can't remember what I wanna talk about liao lolz talking about having poor memories.. clumpsy me XD; Kla, till next update... Cya guys!

Ooo I remember liao! : Yesterday I went to Shogun to eat with terra86, joesalvation, flowerchorus, Nerv and Eva! Sadly kitmun couldn't join us >< we will go there again! I wanna try Jogoya one day but its RM100++ orz... I've been craving for sushis so much lolz XD salmon~~~~

p/s : I change my lj layout.. Very simple one.. XD click on teh_o if u wanna see it XD