Well... is not something amazing but... I'M STILL IN COLLEGE!!! oAO!!!!! Just recording this down in my lj coz this is the first time I stayed in college till so late! is almost 1 am edi!! XDDDDD hahahahah I forsee the future!!! @__@! yaha!!! week of hell! orz! gotta work! ganbatte minna-san!!! XD

CG-ing a character is already killing me and now CG background +_+ ahhhh~~ perspective~~~ depth of field~~~ composition~~~ all also my weakest point~~~ ahhh~~~~~~ *dies*!!!!

I shall now go to bed before I go more gila DX Dah Gila kau kau... lol TwT;;; holiday faster come~~~

Yo people... I know it's late but Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Belated Valentines. My life have been going fine exclude the ups and downs of my emotions lol.. I'm happy at times and also emo in time as well but I know I am still alive at least so I should be grateful. Dunno what to update about... Before this I wanted to update about my trip to Penang last year for New Year and my 2008 CNY but I gotten lazy =w= Lately I feel so empty and no mood to do any assignments... Haiz... Sometimes I think if I choose the right course lolz but what the heck! just go on with it nay?? XD Just hope I pass this term and the subjects I worry the most now is 3D animation basics and 3D Advanced Modeling because I'm really bad at it. :(

You know... Everyone says I'm blur but seriously, am I really that blur? I try no to be blur so much and try to understand things but sometimes I just can't X( I get sad when people say I'm so blur... Lately I've gotten more sensitive which is so not good for my unstable emotions that goes up and down. Such a thrilled ride lol. I hoping to get out of college and work and get some money soon >< but working world is another whole new responsibilities. Life is short so I gotta cherish every moment. Trying to control my bad emotion swings >< waaaaa! Teh-O! What had happen to your cheeriness! T^T sob sob

Anyways, I can't remember what I wanna talk about liao lolz talking about having poor memories.. clumpsy me XD; Kla, till next update... Cya guys!

Ooo I remember liao! : Yesterday I went to Shogun to eat with terra86, joesalvation, flowerchorus, Nerv and Eva! Sadly kitmun couldn't join us >< we will go there again! I wanna try Jogoya one day but its RM100++ orz... I've been craving for sushis so much lolz XD salmon~~~~

p/s : I change my lj layout.. Very simple one.. XD click on teh_o if u wanna see it XD

Second post of the Year in LJ! XDDDD and It is meme I ganked from my f-list!

∴first impressions meme∴

We've all had them when we first meet people. Even our best of friends. Sometimes it's nice to hear what people first thought of us and if we've changed for the better or worse since then.

I'm ready to know your impressions! *_* uwahhzzz!!!

p/s: just to let you guys know I'm fine in college and I pass all my subjects (such a late informing) just that my maya really cacat orz... I'm so bad at modeling *_*;;; orz!!!!

Sorry for double posting! >< hahaha
anwyays... before I start I would like to wish this ppl!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO cielelric, ithronluin and HAPPY BELATED TO sapphire_1010!

haha... sorry for the late wishing X_X; anyways.. hope u guys enjoy ur birthdays! ^_^

Anyways, back to updating! XD hahah College so far is good! is fun! XD hahaha

Survey of S.E.A Art & Culture - Is interesting to learn about religions and cultures just that the lecturer a bit boring ^^; I'm fine with it I guess.. I treat it as time to doodle or draw! XD

3D Modeling Basics - MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! lol The same from begining.. Don't really know how to do maya... maya so confusing >< and hate it when fatal error happen ^^; I'm not that good in it and hopefully can cope with it.. I always fall asleep in the class... =A=;

Photography in Art Direction - I like this class. I like photography also! David is like our father! @@ he is nice and patient with us >< Everytime want to take photo of architecture, the sky rains! ahhhh!! I now know the pain of photographers! lol if the weather go against them then chamz.. no one can predict weather =.=;; orz.... anyways.. hope to learn more in this class! ^_^

2D Animation II - I'm fine with this class since this class now using flash XD hahaha coincidentally that the lecturer is my previous company's Art Director so kakakaka! but flour sack!! quite hard to do! well luckily no need do on papers edi if not more time needed! X_X; orz....

Conceptual Rendering - I am totally suck in Markers! Its so hard to control them! kyaaa!! X_X Shall try to ganbatte >< orz... I hope this class can be earlier instead from 6.30 - 9.30 pm... =.=; haha so hungry in the class lol XD;;;

Concept Art I - Until now this class seems pretty boring becoz I dunno wat seamus is teaching in front! he always talk to himself lol! XD at least i think so! he likes to say "fair ham (faham)" after he explain something! haha... well must ganbatte orz... fight fight! X_X

I guess thats about the subjects kua... ahhh so many things havent do! lol can die edi! XD;;; and now I shall go and do my marker now! orz haven't finish... hahah last minute as usual =.= orz... getting so tired and sleepy lately XD;;;; You guys good luck too! ^_^

I know its a bit too slow or late for me to fangirl now but I'M HIGH ON AVATAR NOW!!! I LOVE APPA AND AANG! WHEEE~ XD I watch finish season 1 and season 2 in 2 1/2 days! lol! I can't wait for season 3 and I heard that they're making a live action movie for Avatar! hopefully it will be good or hope they dont destroy the show... ^^; hahaha... Just wanna rant out my fandom now~~~ I'm so slow or outdated... feel like drawing some avatar fanarts but assignments first orz... APPA!!!! The episode about Appa make me cry T__T ahhh~~ Appa so cute! Wanna pinch him! It's sad that when you're the only one left in this world when your other own kind not in this world anymore... T__T sob sob...

Besides my fandom, college was ok... just can't wait for term break. I'm just upset that there's no more exploration week for next term and they extended an one week... sobs, shud give one week exploration week so that some of us can catch up with things we need to do... gahh! toa!! why?!?!?!?!??!!

EDITTED : Does anyone knows where I can get Avatar special episodes? I saw there's some other episodes not in the series one @@ if any of you got, can kindly share with me?? *_* I will be so happy! thanks! =D

lol, my grandparents are both guys and my brother is actually a girl??? @@ *look at silvennia* XDXDXD *runs away* bergaya_haru is my pet!!! hahaha, yee jenn, u've become my pet XDXDXD lmao.. *runs*

To those who dunno yet, I've cut my hair real short. when look at me in front, you might thought I tied my hair but actually I cut my hair already... hahahah it feels so light that it can just float away and its easier to maintain...

TOA so far so good I think...? Term break is coming soon which I can't wait... I am getting alot of headaches lately. sometimes one part of my brain hurts... lol.. well, shud be ok now since I get some good good rest yesterday but feeling a bit dizzy. sleeping inconsistently is bad ):

Anyways... must finish some works today so I can get more good rest. It is myself who is always digging the grave DX Now that pyramid got EZ2Dancer (YES!!!) It is the original machine from TS! The one with all the korean songs and other remixes one!!! X3 Now I can go there and lose weight once in a while! wheeee~~~ kononla XD

To all TOA students, don't too overstress ne? ganbatte! term break is near... term break still got things to do but at least shud be able to get some good rest too! hahaha...

haha... so now i got my P... >_<
It seems like I'll most probably drive more of my bro's manual car DX;;;
so... gotta practice... just now drive his car for few rounds around my house only >_< at night not so many car so ya... XD;

ahh a bit paiseh drive my family's car coz i scared i scratch their car *_*;;; was nervous but i know when u drive cannot nervous so for now I will practice drive his car around my house so I can get use to his car...
his clutch so low... ^^;

anyways... talk about assignments... I barely finish any of it... i just finish life drawing XD cartoon character, 2D, robot drawing, and typo I barely started/done any... lol! XD and exploration week is finishing!! >_< kyaaa! prepare to die in horror for I have just dig my own grave DDDDX;;

good luck to other TOA students! 8DDD

Hello everyone, hope everyone is doing well and healthy ^_^ I finally got myself to type this journal out! lol! I've been very very lazy and can't seems to get my mood up lately...

( What happen last week... )

Anyways, I uploaded a lot of songs to share with you all! :D
First is requested by _kazeki_! The Avenue Q songs! The Broadway group that sang "The Internet is for Porn" and "If You were Gay"!! The songs damn amusing! anyways! here is the tracklist:

01 - The Avenue Q Theme Song
02 - It Sucks To Be Me
03 - If You Were Gay
04 - Purpose
05 - Everyone's A Little Bit Racist
06 - The Internet Is For Porn
07 - Mix Tape
08 - I'm Not Wearing Underwear Today (LOL! XD)
09 - Special
10 - You Can Be as Loud as the Hell You Want (When You're Makin' Love) [This song is disturbing]
11 - Fantasies Come True
12 - My Girlfriend (Who Lives in Canada)
13 - Fine Line
14 - There Is Life Outside Your Apartment
15 - The More You Ruv Someone
16 - Schadenfreude
17- I Wish I Could Go Back To College
18 - The Money Song
19 - School For Monsters
20 - There's a Fine, Fine Line (Reprise) - What Do You Do With a BA in English (Reprise)
21 - For Now

Click here to download

Next is requested by dustyhawk! Vanessa Mae's Platinum Collection Album! Finally uploaded! Here is the song tracklist:

Disc 1
01 - Toccata and Fugue in D Minor
02 - Contradanza
03 - Classical Gas
04 - Theme From -Caravans-
05 - Warm Air
06 - Jazz Will Eat Itself
07 - Widescreen
08 - Tequila Mockingbird
09 - City Theme
10 - Red Hot

Click here to download

Disc 2
01 - Summer Haze
02 - Storm
03 - Retro
04 - Bach Street Prelude
05 - Leyenda
06 - (I) Can, Can (You-)
07 - Happy Valley
08 - A Poet's Quest (For a Distant Paradise)
09 - Embrasse Moi (You Fly Me up)
10 - Aurora
11 - I'm A Doun
12 - I Feel Love
13 - Hocus Pocus
14 - The Blessed Spirits

Click here to download

Disc 3
01 - Preludio
02 - Loure
03 - Gavotte En Pondeau
04 - Penuet I
05 - Penuet II
06 - Bourree
07 - Gigue
08 - Scherzo In C Minor For Violin And Piano
09 - Romance N.2 In F for Violin And Orchestra Op.50
10 - Introduction Crave
11 - Adagio Cantabile
12 - Allegro
13 - Adagio
14 - Andante Sostenuto
15 - Finale - Allegro Guerriero
16 - I'm A-Doun For Lack O'Johnie (A Little Scottish Fantasy)

Click here to download

Last but not least:
Tartini's Devil's Trill Perform By Vanessa Mae!

hahaha... Massive mp3 uploaded... Sorry that I didn't upload file by file... Very mahfan if upload file by file cause internet sucky >_< anyways hope you enjoy the music!

Extra : Pls visit the following link if you're too bored! :P
1 Click Award
Amazing continuation of Art!O_o

List of Assignments to be done!
1. Cartoon Character Design - 0% (Pass up tmr! lol)
2. Typography - 60% (pass up this Friday)
3. Drawing For 2D Animation - 0% (Pass up this Friday)
4. Life Drawing 2 - 0% (Pass up next week Monday)
5. 2D Animation - 0% (Pass up next Week Tuesday)
6. Moral - 0% (Pass up next week Wednesday)

Thats all for today! Ganbatte Minna-san! ^_^

kakakaka I pass all my subjects!! XD I was so worried if I would fail any subjects... >_< anyways! I pass the 3rd term! haha! Now I'm officially 2nd year 1st term 8DDDDD!!! here is my results:

Perspective : B+
Visual Com : B-
Culture and Society in Malaysia : B-
Life Drawing : C+

Results cannot say is that good but hey, at least I pass all since I've been so freaking lazy in that term! Now I hope I work harder for my new term! >_<

Today is the first class of 2D Animation I! ahh it is so exiting! Our lecturer name Syed! For now he is a pretty cool lecturer! 8DD Introduce myself as Teh-O to him and now he is calling me Teh-O also! lol

Got 2 assignments that is to do 2 flip books and pass up next week >_< Today the lecturer showed us the making of Snow White lol! I'm amaze at how those people create those animation back then without a computer and everything by hand! I totally salute their effort and determination! Colors, Drawing, inking, ideas, efforts... everything!! really really salute them! I wish I can animate good too in the future! ryuraijin88 is the class rep for group II and I'm his assistant in the class now! lol! >_< ahhh gotta work hard! 8DDD

Btw, my friend send me this picture note about how Harry Potter story is related to Star Wars!! lol here it is:



XDXDXDXD now lets just hope Voldermort wont come and claim that he is Harry's father!! O.o;;; that will be just plain scary! lol >_<

Before I go off, I actually made a Art Blog in LJ(Shameless self promotion!) do come and have a visit!! >_< It is located here:

color_lounge, color_lounge, color_lounge, color_lounge, color_lounge

lavhire is part of the community as well!! I must do more works!! no more procrastination!! T__T sobs... IKKE IKKE!!! >o

I just came back from TOA to find out that I took the wrong timetable... Orz...
No wonder I find the classes seems weird... =w=;;;
I feel so stupid and blur...
I'll just ask my friend about the time for the first day of class then X_X
haiz... I am always stoning!

T___T anyways, I know its late but HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
This year will be the year of changes... I need more passion and determination to defeat my lazy ass >_< RAWR! Just prays that this year will be better than the previous years cause lately many bad things have been happening, not many happy things goes around so this year! Lets just hope it will be a happy and prosperous year!

Before I go, GANBATTEH ahpai!!!
Now you're teaching Chemistry in school! Hope you will enjoy the feeling as a teacher by handling students who dont pass up their homeworks!!! hohohoho XD
damn! I wish to sit in your class and see you teach!! It will be pretty amusing and interesting X3
But now science subjects will be in english rite? hahaha... GANBARE!!! X3 although its just temporary teacher but HAVE FUN! XD