( Yesterday is a Movie Day )

( Today I drive Auto and Manual... )

Lately I feel my hands shakes a lot although I think I have enough sleep but don't know why my hand shakes so badly... X__X;;; I need to relax a bit... ahhh... Haven't been feeling 100% genki... Feel my art sense is degrading so badly... yea.. I should be more confidence with my self though... I have a horrible low self-esteem which leads to why I always apologize although it's getting on people's nerve... I feel lotsa shits that I can't forsee is happening lately but I am trying not to be too sensitive because if being over sensitive means more shits drop on you... haha... Anyways... enough with shits... I shall chill a bit and then go off to bed...

p/s : I find myself really bad in conversations... I can't seems to start conversations lately... I talk then stopped. Dunno what to say and feeling lost. Is it boring if I can't start conversations? even if someone is talking something, I dunno how to reply them.. I'm quiet when there's no teasings going around... I'm only good in teasing people with my weird imaginations... normal topics I'm bad... gahh! here I go with my low self-esteem.. I seem to mind a lot about how my well being affects others... sigh... *slaps self and stabs self* orz...

haha... so now i got my P... >_<
It seems like I'll most probably drive more of my bro's manual car DX;;;
so... gotta practice... just now drive his car for few rounds around my house only >_< at night not so many car so ya... XD;

ahh a bit paiseh drive my family's car coz i scared i scratch their car *_*;;; was nervous but i know when u drive cannot nervous so for now I will practice drive his car around my house so I can get use to his car...
his clutch so low... ^^;

anyways... talk about assignments... I barely finish any of it... i just finish life drawing XD cartoon character, 2D, robot drawing, and typo I barely started/done any... lol! XD and exploration week is finishing!! >_< kyaaa! prepare to die in horror for I have just dig my own grave DDDDX;;

good luck to other TOA students! 8DDD