( Yesterday is a Movie Day )

( Today I drive Auto and Manual... )

Lately I feel my hands shakes a lot although I think I have enough sleep but don't know why my hand shakes so badly... X__X;;; I need to relax a bit... ahhh... Haven't been feeling 100% genki... Feel my art sense is degrading so badly... yea.. I should be more confidence with my self though... I have a horrible low self-esteem which leads to why I always apologize although it's getting on people's nerve... I feel lotsa shits that I can't forsee is happening lately but I am trying not to be too sensitive because if being over sensitive means more shits drop on you... haha... Anyways... enough with shits... I shall chill a bit and then go off to bed...

p/s : I find myself really bad in conversations... I can't seems to start conversations lately... I talk then stopped. Dunno what to say and feeling lost. Is it boring if I can't start conversations? even if someone is talking something, I dunno how to reply them.. I'm quiet when there's no teasings going around... I'm only good in teasing people with my weird imaginations... normal topics I'm bad... gahh! here I go with my low self-esteem.. I seem to mind a lot about how my well being affects others... sigh... *slaps self and stabs self* orz...

Some really short updates.
Few weeks has past and this are the movies that I had watch recently:

-Shrek 3 was a ok movie just that the story move a bit too fast... not enough development X_X
-Not many ppl like POTC3 but somehow I really like the movie... I think coz I just watch POTC2 then suddenly watch POTC3 so no need wait too long. I was hoping for more Davy Jones story with Calypso and some story about Jack and his family! hahaha
- Transformers was cool. Well no need to say much since my f-list is flooded with how cool is Transformers. lol. Those who havent watch, go watch it. To be honest with you... I find the plot for the movie was quite normal, nothing relly special. They made the classic into something very modern and cool thus the movie was cool! no offence ok?? Just my opinion only >_< But the CG was awesome! And I love Bumble Bee! so cute! hahaha...

Thats bout it for movie. Anyways, I submitted my gempak entry edi... haha.. knowing a lot of geng artist joining, I doubt I would have any chances... A lot of TOA students/Tutors/lecturers joining the competition... hahah ...but I hope I could at least get consolation rofl! XD Well, at least Gempak made me draw some stuff! XP

Nothing much to say, This weeks is exploration week but not exactly holiday... have to catch up in assignments and some replacement classes X_X at least can get MORE sleep!XD

I guess thats about it in my journal... >_< Hope everyone is doing fine since I suddenly see drama in my f-list ^^; well... just hope things will be back to normal! Lotsa love to you guys in F-list! Do take care! God bless